Today I was scheduled to post the next part of the Potter’s Plan but I don’t have it done.
This past week I have been an emotional mess. It was triggered by a car accident that was the last in a line of unfortunate events. I was done. In the week that followed I dealt with the unending questions about what happened and how was I doing as I played the waiting game with the insurance company. At the time of writing I am still in a state of limbo as I await the insurance companies decision.
Normally I am not an emotional person but every day I feel stretched to the limit and on the brink of tears. It took all my available energies just to make it through the work day, smiling because I don’t want the world at large to know how broken I feel. Every evening I would come home and say “I can’t.”
I can’t continue.
I can’t do one more thing.
I just can’t.
I felt broken and beat down. In my misery all I want to do was nothing.
I am praying that this week will be better. I should hear from the insurance company and be able to move forward. All I want is to put this behind me. Potter’s Plan will be back next week.
Photo Credit: “Black Rain” by MaryLane (CC BY-NC-SA 2.0) / text added by me